“Little tentacles tickle me, I stare at the musty red mass of clouds as thousands of lovers worm in my body. Eat me, drink me. I’m being decomposed alive, nutrients release in the soil. I’m a bottom for you all. ”
My flesh is in tension, and I eat it is a performance about a bodily transformation that happens in a polyamorous and polysexual symbiosis with a swamp.
The swamp decomposes and preserves bodies. The swamp is a place, where an ecosystem turns into something else and where bodies integrate and transform under each other’s influence.
The performance is euphoric body horror. It talks about a desire to reshape together with the dirt, to decompose and to transform into a carbon vortex for the Earth.
Length: approximately 1 hour
Language: Finnish (a little bit of English)
Text and performance: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona
Dramaturgy: Ami Karvonen & Even Minn
Sound design: Satu Kankkonen
Costume design and scenography: Alvi Haapamäki
Mask: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona & Alvi Haapamäki
Vocal coaching: Sara Strömmer
Videos: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona & Venla Helenius
Photo: Nova Kaspia
Production: Ehkä-production, SIC-gallery and curator Saara Hannus
Help with the lights: Ilmari Paananen
Games are produced in collaboration with Mad House Helsinki.
Place and time TBA.
Deep Time Transcestors -larp is a speculative fiction about evolution. The game opens up a multidimensional time-space continuum, in which participants can explore how it feels to embody their trans ancestors’ bodies in this time. A group of trans- and non-binary people have come together to invoke a pre-historic transcestor to take them on a deep time travel to the time when all multicellular life was still under water. They travel through the queer prehistory through somatic and fictive exercises. The aim is to embody the fundamental queerness of evolution, and display the source of life as trans and non-binary.
The player-chatacters study their prevertebrate, throbbing and watery bodies through sense and movement. As the game advances, they form protective hybrid trans ancestor symbionts in physical contact with each other.* The game is mostly non-verbal and centers on movement and touch.
Safer play and other game -techniques will be practiced together in the workshop that starts the game day.
The game is open for transgender, non-binary, and genderqueer players. We do not evaluate whether you are “something enough” – yes you are!
There is room for 12 players.
If the games fill up, and we need to choose players, we will prioritize those who belong to several culturally marginalized groups, to which you may identify upon signing up. Sign up opens up on the 21st of September and closes on the 26th of October. Everyone will be informed about the player selection on the 2nd of November. You will get your character information then too.
You don’t need to have prior experience on larping, and the game doesn’t require a lot of preparation. The characters dress in present day clothes, and the fantasticity of their bodies are not expressed through masking.
Every character has 3 contact characters, for example friends, siblings or partners. We encourage the contact character players to chat briefly about their relationship before the game. When you get your character, you will get easy instructions also on how to do this.
There is a photographer in the game. Being in the photographs is voluntary.
Languages: Finnish and English.
*The game includes touch on the areas of hands and arms. Parts where there is touch, will be played with face-masks on. If the corona-situation in December is more severe, the parts touching mechanics will be replaced with mechanics that allow a safety distance to other players.
Larp design: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Even Minn, Pihla Lehtinen
Sound design: Satu Kankkonen
Costume design: Alvi Haapamäki
Artistic and theoretical counsel: Camille Auer, Eeti Piiroinen
Dramaturge for dialogue: Emil Santtu Uuttu
Producer: Riikka Thitz
Photography during larp: Nova Kaspia
The pre-game workshop 11:00 – 14:30 (including lunchbreak)
The game: 15:00 – 17:30
Debrief: 18:00 – 19:00
Tickets: pay what you want. The working group will donate all the ticket income to Black Trans Travel Fund
Deep Time Transcestors -project is funded by Kone Foundation.
Pelit järjestetään Mad House Helsingin kanssa yhteistyössä.
Aika ja paikka ilmoitetaan myöhemmin.
Deep Time Transcestors -larp on spekulatiivinen fiktio evoluutiosta. Peli avaa moniulotteisen aika-avaruuden, jossa osallistujat voivat tutkia, miltä tuntuu ruumiillistaa trans-esivanhempien ruumiita tässä ajassa. Pelissä ryhmä trans- ja ei-binäärisiä ihmisiä ovat kerääntyneet yhteen manatakseen esiin historioiden takaisen trans-esivanhemman, joka vie heidät syväaikamatkalle aikaan, jolloin kaikki monisoluinen elämä oli vielä veden alla. Teos matkaa läpi queerin esihistoriallisen ajan somaattis-fiktiivisten harjoitteiden avulla. Tavoitteena on ruumiillistaa evoluution perustavanlaatuista queeriyttä, ja osoittaa kuinka elämän alkuperä ilmenee trans(ina) ja ei-binäärisenä.
Peli on suurelta osin ei-verbaalinen ja keskittyy liikkeeseen ja kosketukseen. Pelaajahahmot tutkivat esi-selkärankaisia, sykkiviä ja vetisiä ruumiitaan aistien, tunnustellen ja liikkuen, sekä muodostavat hybridejä trans-esivanhempi suojelussymbiontteja fyysisessä kontaktissa toisiinsa*.
Turvallisemman pelaamisen- ja muut tekniikat opetellaan yhdessä pelipäivän aloittavassa workshopissa.
Peli on avoin trans, ei-binäärisille ja sukupuolisopeutumattomille ihmisille. Emme arvioi onko kukaan ”tarpeeksi” jotain: kyllä olet!
Pelissä on 12 pelaajan paikkaa.
Jos kaikki ilmoittautuneet eivät mahdu mukaan, osallistujien valinnassa priorisoidaan ihmisiä, jotka kuuluvat myös muihin/useampiin yhteiskunnallisiin marginaaleihin, joista voi halutessaan kertoa ilmoittautumisen yhteydessä.
Ilmoittautuminen avautuu 21. syyskuuta ja sulkeutuu 26.10. lokakuuta. Kaikki ilmoittautuneet saavat tiedon pelaajavalinnoista 2.11. Samalla saatte oman hahmokuvauksenne.
Osallistuminen ei vaadi kokemusta larppaamisesta tai suurta ennakkovalmistautumista. Hahmoille sopivat aivan tavalliset nykypäivän vaatteet, eikä kehojen fantastisuutta ilmaista maskeerauksella.
Jokaisella hahmolla on 3 lähihahmoa, esimerkiksi ystäviä, sisaruksia tai kumppaneita. Kannustamme lähihahmojen pelaajia keskustelemaan etukäteen lyhyesti hahmojen suhteesta. Saatte tähän hahmojen mukana helpot ohjeet.
Pelissä on mukana valokuvaaja. Valokuvissa mukana olo on vapaaehtoista.
Kielet: Suomi ja englanti.
*Pelissä kosketetaan muita pelaajia käsien ja käsivarsien alueelle. Kosketusta sisältävät pelikohdat tehdään kasvomaskit päällä. Jos joulukuussa korona-tilanne on vakavampi, kosketusmekaniikat korvataan välimatkan sisältävillä mekaniikoilla.
Larp-suunnittelu: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Even Minn, Pihla Lehtinen
Äänisuunnittelu: Satu Kankkonen
Pukusuunnittelu: Alvi Haapamäki
Taiteellinen ja teoreettinen neuvonanto: Camille Auer, Eeti Piiroinen
Dramaturginen dialogi: Emil Santtu Uuttu
Tuotanto: Riikka Thitz
Valokuvaus larpissa: Nova Kaspia
Peliä edeltävä workshop: 11:00 – 14:30 (sisältää lounastauon)
Peli: 15:00 – 17:30
Purku: 18:00 – 19:00
Osallistumismaksu: Maksa mitä haluat. Työryhmä lahjoittaa osallistumismaksut kokonaisuudessaan Black Trans Travel Fundin toimintaan.
Deep Time Transcestors -projektia on tukenut Koneen Säätiö.
Memento Morgiat is a two-part short story (in Finnish) written in collaboration with Jaakko Pallasvuo. It is about sex, death, Satan, angels and Others. Written in 2020.
You can read it here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1xXE7kUV5xQn6CTa_pNGa_a0rD8LzB34BS92Os2wQXPg/edit
Ana Teo Ala-Ruona & Venla Helenius
Titanik-gallery, Turku 2019
”I want to sing for my friends, here and now, sing so hard that my heart melts down. I want to break myself, and sacrifice everything for them.
I want to be broken and just as scattered as I am, and just keep on singing.”
– Ala-Ruona & Helenius
You bring the light is an autofictive ceremony of love dedicated to friends, reaching out from teenage years to infinity. We want to show friendship love as the biggest love of all. It is a fundamental power that supports life, and can accompany you through whatever: the darkest fears, traumas, pain and changes. We couldn’t go on without each other. But then again, we think that friendship can be a harrowing lovestory that includes heartbreaks, possessiveness and fear of losing someone.
You bring the light -exhibition consisted of a love ballad, karaoke-video of the love ballad, photographs, latex sculpture and a video.
“…to try to treat my friends more like my dates — to give them special attention, honor my commitments to them, be consistent, and invest deeply in our futures together.”
– Dean Spade, For Lovers and fighters
TWAH(=These Worlds Are Here) was a project realised during my stay in Los Angeles in the summer 2019. The project consisted of two consecutive parts, starting with a four-day long writing workshop for trans, non-binary, queer people and women, held in NAVEL. The workshop culminated in an intimate audio and text installation within a mobile Gas gallery.
The workshop allowed participants to LARP (live action role play) queer worlds as they wrote, asking them to experience and embody these imagined worlds at the moment of writing. In the workshop we asked how can we consider writing to be a political tool for naming, re-naming, making visible, audible and felt the dreams that we care for. How can writing be a vehicle—how can it move, touch, orient and re-orient us?
A chorus of words, both written and spoken, by workshop attendees was the basis of the exhibition in Gas’s truck gallery. Listen to the sound piece HERE.
The written and spoken words of the work:
Ana Teo Ala-Ruona
Angi Brzycki (website)
Jessica Fee (website)
Prima Jalichandra-Sakuntabhai (website)
R. Kauff (website)
Julia Mande (website)
Renée Reizman (website)
Bridgid Ryan (website)
Daviel Shy (website)
Annabel Turrado (website)
Udita Upadhyaya (website)
Curation: Ceci Moss (website)
Production: Gas (website) & NAVEL (website)
Zine cover desing & animation: Anni Puolakka (website)
Sound assistance: Scallion Chloe (website)
Production assistance: Saara Hannus (website)
Documentation: Larin Sullivan (website)
Supported by: Frame Contemporary Finland, Suomen Kulttuurirahasto & Poets and Writers
Clay Erotics is an on-going project by Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Ami Karvonen, Anni Puolakka and lots of clay.
First outcome of the project was a partly improvised, partly planned and thoroughly enjoyed consensual, erotic, sexual and playful performance, that was performed in Wonderlust-festival 2019, in All That Swag -night.
The second outcome of the project was an audio drama Clay Erotics: Forest’s Lap. It is an improvised speech act which fantasizes about clay as a lover. The work was part of Mustarinda online Lichen Fest 2020. Link to the work (in Finnish).
Working group: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Ami Karvonen & Anni Puolakka
LA based trans-futurist and sound manipulator!
”Ages ago, about exactly one week after having Nexplanon removed from the inner side of my left arm, under the skin, I felt how my shoulders widened.
Nexplanon is a birth control implant that releases progestin. It contains 68 mg of the active substance etonogestrel. Synthetic progestin mimics the actions of progesterone, a naturally occurring hormone.”
toxinosexofuturecummings is a bodyfiction about pleasurable sex on a polluted planet. It’s a speech performance of a body making itself with words.
In the performance sex is seen as an evolutionary and developmental process. It opens up a world in which materials and multispecies bodies infiltrate each other, giving and receiving pleasure. The world is thoroughly polluted, but possible, queer and trans.
toxinosexofuturecummings is a performance about an anticipatory and transformational state.
Duration: approximately 50 min.
Premiere: 2nd of March 2019, Asbestos Art Space, Helsinki.
Finnish documentation by Jaakko Pallasvuo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIe76N8XIgw&feature=youtu.be
Ana Teo Ala-Ruona (text & speech)
Alvi Haapamäki (costume & mask)
Satu Kankkonen (sound design)
Even Minn (dramaturgy)
Production assistance: Saara Hannus
Promo photos: Nova Kaspia
Documentation: Jaakko Pallasvuo, Saara Autere
Featuring voice: Eeti Piiroinen
Work has been supported by Taike.
Alvi Haapamäki is a feminist, performance artist and scenographer.
’these two states of being, male and female, only exist as “biopolitical fictions,”
as somatic effects of the technical process of normalization’
– Paul B. Preciado –
Venla Helenius is a Helsinki based visual- and performance artist, and an art educator.
She is also an art-duo-partner and a friend of mine.
Saara Hannus is a non-independent curator, an artist and a queer-feminist.
I love Saara Hannus.
Satu Kankkonen is a sound designer and a musician, and one of my favourite people.
”This is the site. My elbow is holding the floor as if I were underneath it and not on top. This isn’t true, I’m already halfway in a fiction.
Come, darling, come. In certain light, we are here.”
Nowhere in Particular (NIP) was an hour long speech performance, a community of parallel worlds created by writing. NIP was an assembly of transient scenes, landscapes and visions, that came together in a heterogenous stream of words: overlapping, interlacing, amplifying and echoing each other. These words took a form of speech, and were listened by others than their writers. In NIP listeners were invited to traverse through a variety of spoken, fragmented worlds, as well as create new ones in their own imaginations. NIP could be considered both as a demonstration, a frontal performance and a proposal for other kinds of worlds to exist.
The words spoken in NIP had been created in workshops with women, non-binary, trans- and queer people exploring the words’ world-making potential; how can the world of writing be feminist speculative fiction in practice?
Words by: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Alvi Haapamäki, Venla Helenius, Anni Kaila, Satu Kankkonen, Leena Kuusisto, Milka Luhtaniemi, Daniela Pascual, Gesa Piper, Iona Roisin
Performers: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Alvi Haapamäki, Venla Helenius, Anni Kaila, Anna Kankila, Satu Kankkonen, Leena Kuusisto, Inna Lampinen, Nadja Leham, Milka Luhtaniemi and Gesa Piper
Dramaturg: Milka Luhtaniemi
Sound designer: Satu Kankkonen
Lighting designer: Johannes Vartola
Concept and coordination: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona
Where and when: Vapaan Taiteen Tila, Helsinki, June 2018
2017 – 2018
WORDS MAKE WORLDS (WMW)
This writing workshop invites non-binary, trans-, women and queer people to come together for thinking, dreaming and writing together about and inside worlds that they desire to live in.
Both individual and collective writing practices are dealt with in the workshop. Act of writing is approached as a world-making practice. Workshop asks; How can we create worlds by writing, and how can the moment and space of writing be approached as speculative fiction in practice? The moment of writing can be considered leaking into futures: it is moving the writer towards them. Then if every act in the present is feeding into multiple futures, to care for the present is also to propose futures that are cared for. The workshop is exploring writing as an attempt to experience futures enfolding as the writing happens, in the world of writing.
Workshops have been held in different locations in Helsinki, Berlin and Prague.
The work has been supported by Taike.
Kid Kokko is a queer-feminist, performance artist, actor and a friend of mine.
Tommi designed this website!
Carmen C. Wong is a curiously hungry nomad and performance-maker whose current research explores affective ecologies and sites of belonging within places of food-making, everyday cooking choreographies, and food micro-ethnographies. Her work is usually expressed through participatory performances by, with and around food, its makers, and its eaters. She is interested in investigating through her pedagogy and dialogical practice, the slippery concept of food authenticity vis-a-vis migration, and embodied attentiveness to sensory experiences in the everyday as social practice.
Satu Sipilä is a Helsinki-based art educator, a feminist and a friend of mine.
Words Make Worlds was a sound installation with five speakers, paper and headphones . The installation was presented in Omenapuutalo, part of MAECP At Work -exhibition. Words Make Worlds is a work in process; four writing workshops held exclusively for women-, trans-, non-binary- and queer people were held in Helsinki during autumn 2017. After each workshop every participant was invited to record their written words for the sound installation. Participants were also welcome to leave their words to be recorded by someone else, or to choose to leave their words unspoken.
Words Make Worlds explores the act of writing as a world- and future-making practice. It asks: how can we create new worlds by writing? Can the moment and space of writing serve the writer as a world one inhabits while writing? Words Make Worlds considers writing as an act that operates on/in the past(s), present(s) and future(s). In the experience of the writer words carry histories, they appear in the present, but leak into futures; moving the writer towards them. Words articulated in the present can be considered as proposals for futures.
In the sound installation these words took a form of speech; they morphed and blended together; they were listened to by others than their writers; they made worlds in other ways than when they were originated on papers. The words audible from the five speakers were generated by nine people during a writing exercise with a following invitation:
”Write about/inside a world/a space/a place where you want/wish/desire/feel good to be in.”
Words in the speakers written by: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona , Venla Helenius , Shelley Etkin , Maiju Janatuinen, Leena Kuusisto, Ida-Elisabeth Larsen, Aino Lindh, Sanna Ritvanen , Anna-Kaisa Romppanen
People who also took part in the workshop-drafts: Inna Lampinen , Gesa Piper and Emil Uuttu
Special tanks also to:
2016 – 2017
Garden of Others was a collaborative project initiated by Ana Ala-Ruona and Shelley Etkin. It combined both gardening and performance, offering practices for being together, in a squatted garden space near Vantaa river. The garden was made by, framed by and inhabited by the working group and others: rabbits, deers, mosquitos, birds, slugs…
Coming from lineages of guerrilla practices and urban gardening, Garden of Others asked, how can gardening be a feminist practice? What is the role of caring, tending, and stewarding without placing humans at the center? Who constitutes the ‘other’? How might this inform our practices of solidarity, sanctuary, and alternative notions of ownership and influence?
Within the frame of Garden of Others project the working group made one performance action in the garden area, took part in Pixelache Empathy as Resistance project as well as facilitated a lunch event in the Pixelache Festival 2017. The event was called Lunch as a Temporary Autnonomous Zone, and it included three courses made from the ingredients from the Garden of Others. The lunch was offered for approximately 20 guests.
Working group: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Shelley Etkin and various other critters
2016 – 2017
Ksenos was a two week long performance installation taking place in Helsinki, under the bridge of Hakaniemi, inside and next to a parked caravan in August 2017.
Ksenos was: resting, taking care, idling and dreaming about possible feminist future visions. It gave space for lavishing and resting for worn-out, fossil-capitalist bodies. Ksenos was a dream and a proposal of a future. It inhabited a caravan: a surplus of heteronormative and capitalist family narrative.
Ksenos is a word that stems from Greek word Xenos, that refers to a ”stranger” and a ”guest friend”. Stranger refers to something unknown, whereas guest is something that is an expected visitor who is being treated with hospitality. Ksenos thus combines love of the uncanny and expectation towards the unknown.
The performance installation consisted of two parts: the other was a durational and daily performance taking place inside the caravan, and the other a one-hour-long performance taking place outside the caravan, on seven evenings. The performance inside the caravan included two human bodies resting and humming, a video, texts and plants. The performance outside the caravan was a manifest for a future, performed by two performers.
Ksenos performance installation preceded a year and half -long research period focusing on questions around resource thinking and post-fossil speculations. This research period included a reading group and a workshop for public.
Working group and production: Venla Helenius and Ana Teo Ala-Ruona
Supported by: Niilo Helanderin Säätiö and Helsinki University of Arts
Many thanks to: Sanna Ritvanen, Jussi Salminen, Gesa Piper, Anna Kuusamo, Marja Rautaharju, Juho Nykänen, Annika Sohlman, Aliisa Talja, Leena Kuusisto, Samuli Saarinen, Juho Hoikka, Anna Tuominen, Timo Sihvonen, Harriet Rabe, Ulrika Ferm, Saara Hannula, Kira O’Reilly, Perdita Phillips, Elina Kaakinen, + other family members
Vimeo-link to KSENOS documentation: https://vimeo.com/306561928
2016 – 2017
The Nonhuman Island was a two-year performative research project that approached nonhuman beings as potential performance makers. In the project nonhuman beings were considered both as collaborators and as independent performers and performance creators. The project asked how can performances happen in nonhumans’ terms, and what kind of performance structures and methods nonhuman beings propose and generate. What kind of changes of perception do these kind of performances create in human beings? Who and what are the audience of nonhuman performances? Can performance happen without any presence or intervention of humans?
The project consisted of three phases. In the first phase, nonhuman beings were approached as equal collaborators in performance making; in the second phase, the working group asked can performances be initiated by nonhumans; and in the third phase, the performances happened (or did not happen) without any human interference.
The research process was shared with audience in monthly events, which included discussions, performances and sharing of working methods and exercises. Events were open for anyone.
The project culminated in a two day seminar in May 2017. The seminar included presentations of artists working with nonhuman performance, discussions and two performances.
Concept and coordination: Saara Hannula
Working group: Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Saara Hannula, Luka, Minja Mertanen, Linda Priha, Kati Raatikainen, and other (non)human beings
Production: Reality Research Center
White Horses was a performance and installation project by Ana Teo Ala-Ruona and Venla Helenius. It consisted of video performances, photos, installations and an online blog. The project dealt with hierarchical relationships between human beings and their surroundings, and various ways of understanding the notion of ”freedom” in our society.
The project was realised during 2013 – 2014, during which Ala-Ruona and Helenius interviewed people on the concept of freedom. The outcome of the project was an exhibition, which presented the investigation through a composition of multiple art works. The exhibition was held in B-gallery, Turku.
Link to one of the White Horses -videos: https://vimeo.com/119872713
2013 – 2016
KIL (Kehollisen Ilmaisun Laboratorio)
KIL was a performance group exploring being and reality through embodied, improvisational and psychosomatic exercises. The group developed and practiced various ways of decentralization, being-with, orientation and disorientation as well as deconstruction of concepts, words and information. KIL rehearsed regularly, performed in different contexts and organized open rehearsals for public.
KILs latest events were a two-day performance installation in The Living Room Exhibition in Helsinki, and a two-day workshop in Titanik-gallery in Turku. The group performed also in Omenapuutalo and Kalleria in Helsinki.
KIL was Ana Teo Ala-Ruona, Venla Helenius, Satu Sipilä & Joonas Suomalainen